bad clad in black

The one with the department mess

2012-01-26T14:34:00.003+08:00

This post can also be called the one with the mass exodus. A sad unfortunate tale really, but at the end of the day, people have to look out for their livelihood and also their own happiness.
Lets go back to the start of 2011. The department had 18 permanent staff. And now come January 2012, we have 6 from that 18 still in the department while 3 are serving their resignation notice. Of the 6, 5 of them are from my Ops & Dealing team and the other is the Acting Global Head. The Ops & Dealing team is the only team intact, while the others have already disbanded. The Sales & Training, Commodities, Capital Markets, Compliance and Marketing teams in the department has been vacated. Surprisingly this shortage is only being addressed now.
Why the mass exodus? Well for one, some have followed our former Global Head to her new gig. Some have better opportunities elsewhere and one decided to take his talents to the middle east. But whatever the reasons are, the 10 who left after the former Global Head left, decided to look for an exit after the Acting Head failed to do his job properly as well as living in his own world. It may be easy to blame the Acting Head, but thats the main reason they left.
So why is my unit the only unit intact? For one, we have a boss who takes care of his staff. Which is the reason why we are still on board. But for how long? Morale in the department is at an all time low, despite we were all (deservingly) rated as OutStanding in the recent appraisal. We are asked to help fill in for the vacant slots. Some are not even within our current skill set. While this does give us the opportunity to learn, expand and widen our experience, but moving forward this is not a long term solution.
I've been given assurances my future is safe and my boss is proposing a promotion in order to keep me on board. With everyone gone, after the Acting Head and my boss, I'm the one with the experience left. Sadly, despite the shortage of manpower and also no signs of anyone coming in, we are still assigned the now impossible targets to achieve. The targets has risen, but with the same client base.
Now it is a clearer sign the my decision to stay was the wrong choice. For now, I will stay on board, wait for the bonus (if any) and increments (if any), before deciding my next move. But I foresee the department's future itself is bleak and I should seek a new job on the unemployment line.

The one with a good game of basketball

2012-01-12T11:25:00.003+08:00

Basketball Wednesday last night. The story of the messing booking was in the previous post.
After last week's massive turnout, the Wednesday session turned into an invite-only session. Exclusive for those who got the SMS invite. I, for one am honoured to be on the guest list.
Finished the game with 9-points, 12-rebounds, 3-assists and 2-steals. Great scoring night for me. Only took a couple of ill-advised shots. But happy to see some shots go in. One of them was a Dirk Nowitzki-esque jumper. Hit some runners in the lane, low post hook shots and some off the miss rebounds shots in mid-air.
It was finally nice to get my groove going in basketball.

The one with the poor service

2012-01-12T10:05:00.004+08:00

Here is something different from all the sports related posts I've posted in 2012. Its about service and somehow either due to being in the wrong place at the wrong time or just damn dumb luck, I always seem to be the victim.
Let's begin with what use to be my favourite joint, Subway. As most of you know, I enjoy going to Subway. I promote it almost everyday on twitter. Every time and the Mrs go out, we must make sure there is a Subway chain in it. So one day, during lunch, I decided to go Subway. I went to an outlet where I'm a regular customer. When I arrived, I could smell the freshly baked bread. I thought to myself, "yeah, freshly baked bread". As I was just to make my order, the lady told me they ran out of bread. I in turned enquired and pointed out, "what is all this then, isn't this bread?". She told me the bread is to be delivered to another outlet. I was outraged. I thought all outlets have their own baking machines. Why must another branch bake for another?. And I am just one customer, don't tell me you can't serve me. I then left and thanked them loudly for the inability to serve one of their regulars.
I then vowed on twitter and facebook, that Subway has lost one of their regular customers. I know I'm being harsh because it is only one outlet, but for me, it just happened at the wrong time. While crossing the road to the Subway, a car ran over my feet. It was a red light for motorists and they somehow did not see people walking and crossing the road. And so, since then I haven't dined at Subway. It wouldn't teach them a lesson anyways, because they only lost one customer out of the million customers they have. Losing me as a customer would not effect their business revenues in any way. The Mrs in turn is relieved that my first suggestion for food is Subway sandwiches.
Next is my regular futsal and basketball joints.
For futsal, we have been regulars at this futsal joint for the past 8 years. I join 3 sessions there on Tuesday, Friday (though optional and cameo only) and Saturday.
Last Saturday we were asked to start later, at 5:20pm instead of at 5:00pm. The management cited the previous group started late. I said I was having none of it. They started late, that is their problem. My team knows the game is at 5 and they are all ready by 5 to 5. This is called time management. I got into a row with the group, telling them that they should manage their time properly. I told them, if there is no session after yours, then by all means, extend your playing time. But my session has been block-booked since 2004. We have been playing here way before they came. If you told me 5 more minutes maybe I can understand, but 20 minutes - no *bleep*-ing way. Told them we all have plans after the game, some have dinners or family events to attend and in my case go back to bathe my son. Maybe 20 minutes to you is nothing, but for me its very precious. In the end, the owner of the joint came in and told them to continue playing on another court.
Last night it was our basketball's joint to make a mess of things. The group has been playing since 2008 with a block-booked slot for Wednesday nights at 9:00pm. Last night they told us to start at 9:30pm. The previous week they messed up our 2-hour slot by double booking the 8-9 hour. So last night I gave them a piece of my mind (despite the fact I'm not the organizer for this session). I totally lost it when the guy told us that extending sessions is normal, since some people start late. I gave him the same earful as I did on Saturday. We also stated that this session has been block-booked since 2008, and the group before us only started playing last month. That group booked from 7:30pm to 9:00pm, but only came to play at 8:35pm. Well whose fault is that? In the end, I think the guy couldn't take it and when his boss arrived he ran away. The boss then said he did not authorize for the group to extend. So I guess the guy was messing around with the bookings.
Yes people, I do get angry when people mess around with my time.

The one with a great goal

2012-01-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday was the first futsal saturday kick-off. Finished with 4 goals and 2 assists.
My first, was a personal favourite and one I enjoyed and also my friends 2 sons who were watching the game.
My teammate Kaleon chipped a corner to me, I controlled it with my right knee, brought it down and switched the ball to my left and hammered the ball home. Great goal where i wished ESPN was there to catch it for their Plays-of-the-Day.
Here's to more beautiful goals.

The one with the first tennis match of 2012

2012-01-06T08:29:00.002+08:00

So last night I completed my futsal-basketball-tennis back-to-back-to-back tri-fecta. It felt great to be back on the tennis court.
My game however, did not go too well. My forehand wasn't working. I mistimed some shots and even miscued some of my shots too. My backhand still remains a weakness. My serve wasn't sharp enough.
We only managed one set of play since we spent the first hour trying to get our games back. In the end, me and Effi lost to Raez and Shahrin 2-6.
Hoping for a better performance in the next game.

The one with the first basketball game of 2012

2012-01-05T10:35:00.002+08:00

Last night was the first basketball game for 2012.
It was the basketball Wednesday session and also the first time we were going for a 2-hour session. Sadly the joint messed up our booking and allowed us to start 8:30pm.
Another sad note was the reduced playing time. Turnout last night was 19 players and we were playing 4-on-4 halfcourt. So I only managed 3 games and I left at 9:30pm.
I couldn't find any rthym and only in my 3rd game I managed to put points on the board. First was a low post hook shot and second was a textbook executed mid-range jumper. I finished the night with 2 points 9 rebounds and 4 assists.
The organizer will try to get a 2-hour slot and try to manage the numbers. As fun as it was to play, the limited playing time is no fun.

The one with the first futsal game of 2012

2012-01-04T14:25:00.002+08:00

Kicked off my futsaling activities last night. First game for 2012 and first futsal Tuesday kickoff for the year.
A very open game with plenty of end-to-end action. Goals galore since no one really cared about defence. I lost track of the final score.
I bagged a hat-trick and also laid out one assist. The first was simple enough, I collected a through-pass from Shanaz and side-footed the ball through the keepers legs. The second was an ESPN worthy highlight. Collected the ball in my own half, dribbled the ball all the way to goal beating everyone. Managed to squeeze in a shot when I stumbled after the keeper saved my initial shot. My third was scrappy. A goal-mouth scramble after I hit the post from a yard. My assist was a defensive clearance to Nasim who banged it home.
A good fun game overall.

The one with the year that was 2011

2012-01-03T08:42:00.003+08:00

Happy 2012 people. May the new year bring you health and happiness.
Planning to post a review of my 2011. No outline of how I'm going to write this, so I'll just write as I go along.
First the main highlight of the year. The birth of my son, Aidan Danial. He came to this world on 5th September 2011 at 6.06pm. He came in weighing in at 2.65kg and 47cm in length. He will be 4 months in a couple of days, and the last check-up before Christmas he weighed 6.1kg and grew to 60cm in length.
On the sporting front, this year was the first year I decided to keep track of my stats in futsal and basketball. Yes, after all these years of playing and I've only decided to keep track of my stats when I'm past my prime.
In futsal I played a total of 64 games (eat your heart out you overpaid-footballers-who-say-you-play-too-many-games). In those 64 games, I racked up 108 goals and 112 assists, averaging 1.7 goals and 1.8 assists a game.
I've participated in 2 futsal tournaments. The KHR-organized tournament was ill-fated but the EPL supporters club fared better for me.
In basketball I've made 32 appearances and averaged 7.1 points, 15.1 rebounds, 6.9 assists, 1.4 blocks and 2 steals a game.
While I didn't keep track of my tennis stats, I did feel this was the year I improved. I felt I stalled in 2010, but think I got it together in 2011. It might not be on Roger Federer's level, but enough for me to enjoy the game.
Career wise, this year was a lost and wasted year. Nuff said.
For my beloved Spurs, 2011 was a roller coaster with plenty of ups and downs. Among the highlights was reaching the Elite-8 of the Champions League and being 3rd in the league going into 2012. The low-points was missing out of the Champions League as well as too-many dropped points in games where we should be winning especially when our rivals have lost. My player of 2011 is Luka Modric, followed closely by Gareth Bale.
A lesson I learned in 2011 was finding out who my friends are. And this was a majority of friends from when I was working in the treasury line. It seems after I left the line, I was discarded and cast aside. Only one person from the line remained a true friend. The rest, just choose to forget me. It was obvious they only needed me for business relations and nothing else. Even during the days leading to the 'decision' a lot of them called me up, but then stopped calling after I didn't take my talents to the 13th floor.
2011 was a mixed year, with the birth of my son being the highlight. May 2012 be better than 2011.

The one with the EPL Supporters Club Futsal Tournament

2011-12-12T11:12:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday 10th December 2011, was the EPL supporters club futsal tournament. I was selected to represent the Malaysia Spurs futsal team. This event is arranged by the EPL official supporters clubs in Malaysia. Five team participated in this event - Spurs, Newcastle, Man Utd, Liverpool and Arsenal. To my surprise, Chelsea, Man City and Blackburn were missing.
The Spurs contingent was merry as ever, similar to the Newcastle crowd. Arsenal were pretty much quiet while Liverpool and Man Utd as expected had a large following. All teams kept a friendly banter among each other, but it was nice to see Spurs and Newcastle getting along really well. I believe this is due to the fact we invited Newcastle fans to come watch the Newcastle-Spurs game at our home viewing joint a couple of months back. Safe to say we became good friends since then. Also due to the similarity that our fan-base is loyal unlike glory-hunters who support red teams or whoever is winning or whoever is richer.
The Spurs squad consisted mostly of experienced players, while other teams had youth on their side. We had Hisham VP as our goalkeeper, Craig our captain, Hisham Talib, Shahrul, Syazwan, Suria, Sharmel, Ean, Amir, Leonard and myself.
Our first game pitted Spurs against our arch-rivals Arsenal. We lost that game 0-1. Our second game was against Man Utd. Hisham Talib gave us a early lead. Suria scored the second goal which was assisted by me. The win came with a price, our youngest player Syazwan dislocated his shoulder in a collision with a Man Utd player. We lost our 3rd game to Liverpool 0-3. All their goals came in the 2nd half. We controlled the game in the first half. I hit the crossbar after some nice piece of skill and hit the post with a long-range blockbuster. We narrowly lost our last game against Newcastle 1-2. Leonard scored our goal from the penalty spot.
Overall group standings we were 4th, edging Man Utd on goal difference. We were pitted against Newcastle in a game for 3rd place.
The 3rd placing game was a tight affair. I for one had a chance to win. I received the ball in space and fired home a blockbuster which was inches over the bar. The game ended 0-0 and went to penalties. Leonard missed our first kick, which came off the bar. Hisham VP saved Newcastle's first spot attempt. Craig scored our 2nd kick and Newcastle scored theirs. Shahrul scored the 3rd. Newcastle missed their spot kick and we won the shootout 2-1. Good for 3rd place.
The final was between Liverpool and Arsenal, which Liverpool won 5-1.
A good outing for Spurs, being first timers playing in a tournament together.

standing L-R : Leonard, Craig, Hisham VP, Ean, Feiszal
sitting L-R : Suria, Syazwan, Amir, Shahrul, Hisham Talib

The one with the dead-end

2011-11-18T10:27:00.004+08:00

Again, a long hiatus from the blogging. Mostly due to juggling my new role as a father as well as FM2012.
Anyways, lately I've been having a rough time with my career. Its not going anywhere and I fell stuck. Worst of all, I feel that this was a wasted year in my career. I didn't progress anywhere and failed to get any recognition for my efforts. Due to that, these past couple of months I admit I've been slacking at work. And till today, I regret my decision in The Decision.
As much as I want to blame the system and management, I know enough to know it is all my doing. I failed to establish contacts and expand my network as well as maintain the network I already have. With that, I feel truly alone in this organization. Even looking for a way out, I don't have any friends who can recommend me for gigs.
Sadly, all this eats me up everyday. I immediately switch to a miserable-emo-disturb mode when I step into the office. I am glad that I can turn it off when I'm at home with my wife and son. Though I am not sure how long I can keep doing this. Already last night I had trouble turning if off and probably my son sensed it and cried and didn't want to play with me.
I've come to terms that this is all my fault, but I want to blame the organization for one thing. It isn't very baby-friendly in terms of medical and health care. My colleague told me I can claim my son's portion of the hospital bill, only to be rejected on grounds which was not explained to me. Also, the monthly vaccinations for my son is NOT entitled for reimbursement.
Career wise, I've really hit a dead-end. To make things worst, the new leadership in my department has no direction on where he is taking us. Also, he stated my job is too easy which is why he went back on his word to promote me and give me a raise after I decided to stay after The Decision. And yet, the revenue is coming from what I do.
I guess I've reached the stage where I need a fresh start. I had one during The Decision but I stupidly turned it down. Sadly my skill sets are limited and the field where my skills seem fit do not want me back.
At the end of the day, as much as I want people to tell me it will be okay in the end, the realist in me knows, it will never be, besides who do I have that will tell me it will be alright in the end?

The one with my return to tennis Thursday

2011-07-22T09:20:00.005+08:00

Last night, I made my return to tennis Thursday. After a long hiatus, which I just explained I have something to do. Though most of the guys believe I went for some secret training.

Well, I made my return because the guys say they miss me. Our group of 'Whackers' (as Nasir calls us) consists of 6 players - Effi Federer, Nasir Nadal, Shahrin Lendl, Raez Becker, Azraai Djoovic and myself which somehow they call me Verdasco. Even since my absence the numbers have dwindled and sessions are less. For the past few sessions, its only been 3 players which is and odd number for tennis. The two guys who have been missing in action are because one has moved to the other side of town and other has other interests and activities since he bought a Harley - its seems to be a chick magnet for him.

So last night, we managed to play a set of doubles action. I was paired with Lendl while Djokovic and Federer were on the other side of the net. The matchup you could say was a pairing of Wilson and Prince rackets against each other.

I served to start the game which we won. The Djokovic's serve was broken and we had a 2-0 lead. Lendl's serve was off and we were broken and Federer served to tie the game at 2-a-piece.

I then served and won my service game. Djokovic then served some bullets to tie the game at 3-all. My partner Lendl won his service game and we went up 4-3. On Federer's serve, it went to a few deuces for finally we won the game.

Now we were up 5-3 and I was serving for the game. Which proved to be a nail-biter. We were down 03-40 before we forced deuce. Then began a rally of deuces as no of us could finish off the game. Then finally after gaining the advantage, I hit a backhand-slice which Djokovic misjudged to win the game. A thrilling and fun game of tennis.

The guys said it's been a while since they had so much fun playing and hoping for more of the same for next week, which will be the last game before the fasting month of Ramadhan.

I for one really enjoyed myself, especially with the week I was having. It felt good to be where I belong, on a court or field doing my thing.

The one with my new eye wear of choice

2011-07-19T15:07:00.005+08:00

After 5 years, I finally had to make myself a new pair of glasses. The last time I changed my glasses was when Superman Returns came out. Couldn't make it last until the next Superman film due next year.
My optician showed me a lot of new designs. The modern 21st century designs which is pretty funky. However, I decided to just stick with the usual design I have.
Anyways, below is my new eye wear of choice.

The one with my first triple double

2011-07-14T13:38:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats a game of basketball after a stressful emotional draining day at the office. It is also great when one records a very good stat line.
Recorded my first triple double last night. Going for 13 points, 30 boards and 15 assists (accumulated). We only had 6 players last night, so we played 3-on-3, best of seven series. Even added a block and 4 steals for good measure. My team were swept 0-4.
My team consisted fellow UUM alums Adi and Mark. Adi was my teammate back then and we still share the same telepathic link we once did. Some of the plays we pulled off were plays from back in the year 2000.
Some plays were highlight reel material. Which was our trademark back then. Despite my points, should have finished with more. A lot of my jumpers and hooks were not falling. Even attempted 3 layups and a hook with my off-hand, but to no avail.
Still a whole of fun and good exercise.

The one with The Decision

2011-07-13T16:21:00.004+08:00

I started my working career in 2002. Since then, it has lead me to 4 corporations. The experiences, lessons and friendships forged were valuable. But in those years, I always and I mean always seem to make the wrong choice in career development. And recently I made another error in judgement.

A couple of weeks back, there was opening within the organization. This opening suited my talents and qualifications. Also it was an opportunity to return back to what I did before - dealing. I applied for the position, and discussion with the team there, they hinted that the post was already mine. As I had the background and also the license for the industry. One of two people in the building (the other is our CEO) with the dealing license.

Still I had to go through the formalities, as the job ad was opened to the whole organization. I'm not sure how many applied, but I still had to sit through the interview process. But what I found insulting was that I was asked to sit for the online-assessment test. I'm already in the employ of the organization, why should I sit for the exam. It is as if I applied as an outsider. Anyways, I half-heartedly did the exam, didn't bother reading the questions properly, just randomly answer.

Among the terms I stated was I wanted a raise from the current wages being paid to me as well as a promotion. This being the guy that is leaving is a senior post that what I am currently. Also, I figured that with my qualifications and background, it was merited and it was they who needed me.

In the end, what was offered was a lateral move. A move which I turned down. As the reason they gave was based on a wrong-fully judged performance last year. My big boss downgraded me to a 'below-average' performer when my boss gave me 'above-average'. My big boss stated that she has the final word and no discussions. Which is probably why I wasn't handsomely rewarded for doing the voodoo that I did so well on such unrealistic targets.

With that in mind, I knew that my future bosses will have my performance at the back of their head when judging me.

Seriously I wasn't thinking when I made the decision. I totally forgot the pros and cons list I made in my head when I applied for the post. I was only looking at the money on the table. Because I was thinking how am I to raise a family with my current salary and debts. I want to give my son everything I never had, but now I fear I can't. Yes, it is true that I am fueled by greed.

As to why I wanted to leave my current post. Simple, I can't work with the new acting head. He calls for unnecessary and pointless meetings every 10 minutes and at odd hours (ie after office hours on a Friday). At the rate he calls for meetings which doesn't have to do with me, I can't get anything done in the office. His reason, you can do your work after office hours when the sun is down. Well, I'm guessing your wife and kids don't give a rats ass about you. My boss even though he reaches home late, he still makes time to teach his son maths. Also the new acting head's style is not going well with the rest of the department. Everyone is seeking an exit. And I had the easiest way out, only to stupidly turn it down.

As to why I stayed. I don't really know why. Maybe it was because I work well with my boss. Even during our telephone interview before the face-to-face interview, he already knew that I was one who can work with him. Maybe it was because this year I am exceeding the target set by the management by a country mile.

So instead of taking my talents to the 13th floor, I stayed put in the 9th floor. The job search continues as that is probably the only way for a pay rise.

This week was the first work week post decision. And everyday it tells me that I made a wrong choice to stay. If only I left, it would have started the mass exodus. A vote of no confidence in the acting head's style. I could have hammered the point.

As much as I regret the decision, life goes on. The problems and issues I had yesterday still need to be dealt with even though it will never end.

The one with The Dark Knight Rises teaser poster

2011-07-12T14:27:00.002+08:00

The one with the disastrous futsal tournament

2011-07-08T09:46:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday, 2 July 2011, we entered the 3rd KHRSC Futsal Tournament. This being our third time entering the tournament. After reaching the quarter-finals last year, we felt good about our chances.

We retain the team name 'I Love Papaya' and with one change to last year's line-up. Captain Farrish's brother-in-law came in to replace Meor. Our starting-5 looked good on paper (as always) - Shareza as our keeper, Shanaz, Yusuf, Badrul and Farris on the court. Me, Reza and Farrish were part of the bench mob.

Our first game was against Rentas FC. We led the game 1-0 at halftime. Then mid-way through the second half, I came in to spell Farris. After I came in, they scored 3 against us and we lost 1-4. The whole team collapsed and it was all my fault.

The second game we were up against AOFC, and got served 0-5. And with our exit confirmed, I started the last game against Salehin FC and we lost 0-3 in that one.

As for our reasons on why we fared so poorly. I guess there were a lot of factors. First was we were not use to the blue rubber court, our usual home court is grass. Second, we didn't have any training together. Even though we play on a weekly basis, the teams are mixed and the games were a whole lot casual.

A tournament to forget, which all started when I took the floor.

The one with the tennis Friday match

2011-07-01T23:08:00.004+08:00

Just got back from tennis. Had great fun. And one of the rare occasions I get to play a full singles match. I feel I play better at singles than at doubles.
My opponent was Hafiz. Fellow basketball Wednesday teammate. It was a great game for our standards, which is miles away from the level of play of the Federers and Nadals. And to make it all so much fun was I won 6-3, 6-3.
I started off flying in the first set. Taking a 5-0 lead. Then Hafiz pulled back to 3-5. I usually have trouble closing out games where I have comfortable leads, and I fear this would be one of them. For once, I didn't get rattled. I still played the same steady game that got me the lead. Previously I would have switched tactics and play the powerful but erratic serves. In the end, I managed to close out the set on my serve.
The second set was a different story. We exchanged a break of serve each in the first 4 games. Then I managed to pull away with a 4-2 lead and then a 5-3 lead. And finally I managed to seal the game on Hafiz's serve after a few deuces.
Great game, great fun and a good win for me.

The one with the new Spurs kit for the 2011/12 season

2011-06-21T15:14:00.007+08:00

Another season, another range of kits. I miss the days where kits would last for a couple of seasons or more. Now, we have new range of kits every season. All to generate income for teams.

At last, Spurs have come up with a decent home kit. I've missed every puma home jersey as it did not as I would say 'look great with jeans'. For me I prefer jerseys with collar as it looks more sophisticated.

This season will be our last range under puma before switching to Under Armour next season (why can't we get adidas?). Hopefully UA can come up with decent kits.

The home kit is a clean sleek classic white. And this will be the first home kit I will buy since we were with adidas (I skipped the kappa and previous puma home designs).

For Spurs fans in this part of the world, we have to get our kits online. As the soccer fan base here only know red teams and blue teams. So after calculating on the online store just now, the jersey is 39 pounds and shipping is 13 pounds, 52 pounds in total which roughly translates into RM 260.00. I haven't placed my order yet, as it will only be released in September. I will place my order later.

Heres to a great season ahead.

The one with the 20-20 game

2011-06-02T16:04:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed a great game of basketball last night. Even though the numbers were way short. It was still good fun.

Only 5 players showed up to court - Mark, Lim, Andrew, Adi and myself. So we ended up playing 2-on-2 basketball for the entire hour. We rotated the match-ups to keep the game interesting.

All in all, I played 5 games, and accumulated 21 points, 21 rebounds, 7 assists, 1 block and 2 steals.

Since it was 2-on-2, I saw the session as an opportunity to find some offence which is long gone since my college days. Also, with the others tiring down, I put it on myself to just score. Manage to score with a vast array of moves; a left layup, skyhooks, up-and-under moves, jab-steps-in-your-face-jumpers, runners in traffic, tear-drops, put-backs, finger-rolls and off balance jumpers. Was really pleased with the performance and felt good about it. Found confidence in my game again.

Now, lets see if I can keep this going.

The one where I'm still here

2011-05-25T17:07:00.003+08:00

How do midgard-ians. Its been 4 months since my last post. A lot has happen, see if I can remember all there is.

After my last post, my wife went for fibroid removal surgery. Upon a post-surgery check-up in March, we found out she was pregnant and just went through her first tri-mester. And nobody knew. Now she is 5 months pregnant and so far it seems OK.

My sister got married last weekend, to a dude who now joins my basketball Wednesday sessions. Well, he is making his return tonight after a layoff before the wedding.

I (sadly) am still stuck in the same place at work. The rewards for last years efforts sucked. My plotting an exit scheme doesn't seem to be going well.

Okay, that's a brief update. Need to post more regularly.

The one with another emo-sith rant

2011-01-24T17:27:00.002+08:00

I work on Sundays. I work on public holidays. I cover day plus night shifts. Even when I'm leave work comes a calling. Even when I'm at a weekend getaway with my wife, work calls. And I'm not even fairly compensated.

I don't even have time to spend with my wife or even get proper rest. Any break I get to recharge is a joke as someone from the office will call. 24 days into 2011, and I'm already going through my annual mid-year burnout.

I'm stuck in a place where work owns you. So my next move? To plot another exit.

The one with my first basketball game in 2011

2011-01-06T09:33:00.002+08:00

My first basketball game for 2011 didn't really go too well. Not much improvement from last year. Still in need of better shot selection and consistency. As well as off-the-ball movement.

At least I had a couple of moments of sheer Jordan-esque. A cross-over drive to the hoop and a spin move for the game winner.

From 4 half-court games, i accumulated 7 points 7 boards 8 assists and 1 block.

The one with the stats

2011-01-05T09:10:00.002+08:00

Here is something to keep my mind going while playing. Keep in mind the stats of my games. See how long I can keep it going. Plan to do this for all the games I play.

So last night was my first futsal game for 2011. Didn't score any goals but still managed 1 assist. I had a lot of shots on goal, but none went in.

Tonight is basketball, now that is a whole lot of stats to keep track of.

The one with the year that was 2010

2011-01-03T12:53:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to all. Three days in, only now i plan to post my story in 2010.

Well the highlight of the year was of course, me getting married. I got married on 10 July 2010. It was a simple occasion with close relatives and friends. It did felt strange that the cameras were on me. The whole event itself was a whole lot of work but I believe the hardest is for the groom. He must show up and say the right name.

On a serious note, my relatives and close friends helped make the occasion memorable. They put a lot of work as well as sleepless nights trying to get the whole thing together.

My wife herself, is a very Lois Lane type. Which kind of fits my Clark Kent-ness. A strong determined woman with a tall bumbling nerd.

If I were to ever do a 'How I Met Your Mother' if i have kids, it will be ' there a two big days to my love story - the day I met your mother and the day I married her. (cue theme song HIMYM).

The year 2010 was also the year I played basketball again. I joined a weekly half-court session in the middle of the year. It was nice to just be on the court and play the game which I love. The game is still fun although I feel out of place at times as most of the group are regular ballers who play in social leagues. They are players who have solid fundamentals. Unlike me, who did not have any formal training, only relied on my talent, height and videos. I myself have been out of the game for so long, trying to get into rhythm took some time. Still, I always look forwards to Wednesday 9pm to just shoot hoops.

Also 2010, was a great year for my Spurs. And I still have trouble trying to pick out my favourite moment for 2010. Believe me, its been a while that Spurs fans have anything to celebrate. Definitely makes a change from all the red teams and a blue team making noise on the social networks. The champions league qualification does take centre-stage in our favourite Spurs moment, but I would also like to add the emergence of a young athlete who I knew would be great when he first joined. He was unlucky with injuries and trying to get consistent playing time, but once he started turning on the afterburners, there was no looking back. That young man's name, is Gareth Bale.

On a sad note, 2010 was the year which I have attended more funerals and burials than I have had my entire life. And probably it hit my dad the hardest. He lost one brother and 2 sisters in the space of 5 months. Siblings who took care of him when their parents passed when my dad was still a baby. Also a close friend of mine lost his father on the 2nd day of the Islamic calender. And I realize that I am a 'crier'. I cry with people who are crying at funerals.

Well that was 2010 for me. Here's to a better 2011.

The one with Football Manager 2011

2010-11-10T14:49:00.002+08:00

Again, one of my favourite games has come out with a new edition. Football Manager 2011, packed with a whole lot of improvements after last year's stagnant edition.

Among the features are revamped training as well as real-time conversations with players, the board and a new feature the agents (they make a lot of money from football transfers).

This time around, I will be taking over my Spurs again. Last years edition I went continental as there wasn't much improvement on gameplay.

I've just went through the pre-season, and will start my first league game later.

The one with my short middle-east trip

2010-10-27T11:22:00.002+08:00

Greetings from Abu Dhabi. Just reached Cristal Hotel in Abu Dhabi last night. Earlier in the day was in Kuwait City. Which probably is the shortest stay in a country for me. Reached Kuwait at 8.00am local time, and left for Abu Dhabi 5.30 local time.
The meeting in Kuwait went well. Hopefully it wear positive results. From my short stay there, Kuwait is one expensive country. The mall next to the hotel, houses shops which I can't even enter, as they are brands which I can't afford. The exchange rate itself is espensive, RM1.00 is 12.00KD. My colleague had to think twice when he bought a fridge magnet which cost KD1.75. Our McDonald's meal at the airport costs KD1.50.
Today, hopefully I will have time to see the city of Abu Dhabi. Went passed the biggest mosque here last night, and it looked majestic. Didn't take a picture though, as the cab was driving fast. My meeting here later will be at 10.00am, and will head down to breakfast in a bit.
Will hope to tell more later. Till then.

Steve Nash - Training Day

2010-10-24T16:17:00.001+08:00

An amazing athlete. One of the best point-guards ever. Besides basketball, like me he also plays tennis, football and a Spurs fan.

The one where a lost long uncle will return

2010-10-18T11:33:00.002+08:00

Today, I believe will be a very emotional day for the Kajang side of the family. As my long lost uncle will finally make his way back to Malaysia after 26 years.

Uncle Lan is my mum's eldest brother. The first-born in her family. So for my mum and her brothers and sisters, as well as my grandmother, it will be of those 'jejak kasih' scenes.

I for one, don't really recall any memory of him. As I was still a kid, and wasn't really in the country then (my dad was posted in America for 3 years when I was 2).

So to uncle Lan, welcome home and see you soon.

The one with my first KL Dragons experience

2010-10-14T15:40:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday (the triple-10 date), I went for my first KL Dragons game in the Asean Basketball League. The ABL is in its second season, and only now I have to opportunity to see a regional basketball league. Mainly because now I have a group of friends who share a common interest in basketball after I have been out of the hoops scene for so long.

Well, it was the first home game of the season. Our opponents were SatriaMuda from Indonesia. I went who a fellow Spurs fan who help reintroduce me to the basketball scene, Ean. Tip-off was at 5pm, we reached the stadium around 4pm. We sat as court-side as we can get.

The SatriaMuda team were first out to warm-up. The home team came out a while later.

The SatriaMuda team had 2 American imports among their ranks. Both athletic dudes and one of them, Marcus Morrison really loved to entertain the crowd. SatriaMuda were very loose in their pre-game preparations.

A loud cheer erupted when the Dragons came out. The whole team had stoic-game-faces on. Probably focused on the job, and getting a win after the season opener loss to Thailand Slammers.

After the tip-off, both teams opened the game with 3-pointers. SatriaMuda mixed it up a lot. Their game included long-range shooting, drives into the paint and well as slick passing. The Dragons relied to much on shooting, which was their undoing.

Three of the Dragons big men fouled out, and SatriaMuda took advantage of the lack of size inside.

Only one Dragon came out of the game with credit, Filipono import Raymundo. He was doing everything, getting the offensive boards and 2nd chance points. The only player who played with any hustle. Sadly the offence didn't go through him, so he had to create and find his own shot. He finished the game with a Dwight Howard-esque 20 points and 21 rebounds.

The Dragons lost 68-77 in the end, after a late comeback. Despite the loss, I enjoyed the experience and will be looking to go to more home games.

The one where Ramadan begins

2010-08-12T10:36:00.003+08:00

Its that time of the year again. The one where they say the devil is tied up and locked away. The one where I suddenly become budak baik. Yup, its Ramadan again. The time to fast and repent. And hopefully the time to be lighter.

Yesterday was the first day. Sadly it didn't go too well for me. I was sick. And no, I was not sick because I was trying to get out of fasting (well I don't do that anymore). I was fuzzy and light-headed from mid-day onwards. And throughout the whole afternoon, I felt like throwing up.

Good thing I opted to take the early exit from work (8am to 4.45pm). So headed off, went to pick up the mrs and head back to her parents for buka puasa.

Once we reached Subang, I went straight to bed to rest. After buka puasa, headed back to Shah Alam and I called it an early night. Took panadol before going to sleep.

Today, so far I feel okay.

The one where Clone Wars season 3 starts earlier

2010-08-12T10:34:00.002+08:00

Just got word the Clone Wars season 3 starts earlier than in my previous post. It premieres on 17 September 2010.

The one with the upcoming TV series

2010-08-04T12:44:00.002+08:00

Upcoming release dates of the TV series I follow

Entourage season 7 - now showing

House season 7 - 20 September 2010

How I Met Your Mother season 6 - 20 September 2010

Glee season 2 - 21 September 2010

Smallville season 10 - 24 September 2010

Clone Wars season 3 - 8 October 2010

Among these shows, I'm a big fan of Smallville, which is obvious reasons. I'm a big fan of the genre. They say it could be the last season (but they say that every season). I myself just jumped on the How I Met Your Mother bandwagon, after being introduced to it by my wife. Though I believe it wouldn't take 6 seasons for me to tell my kids (if I should have any) the story how I met their mother. It will just be in one simple line "I met your mum at Uncle Farrish and Auntie Ida's wedding". Clone Wars is because I'm a Star Wars fan, and I believe it should be the last season as the series is about the events between the ill-fated Episode 2 and Episode 3 which was 3 years.

Entourage is currently showing, and we are 5 episodes into the new season. So far it has not been up to expectations and even Ari doesn't have a lot of memorable one-liners. Fortunately there is still time for that. House is simple because I enjoy watching the series. And as for Glee, I'm not really a fan. I just enjoy watching the songs.

Can't wait for all these shows to start.

The one with the jersey issue

2010-07-22T14:25:00.003+08:00

Again Malaysia is the highlight in foreign media. As usual for the wrong reasons and comic relief.

Recently muftis from certain states have preached to stop wearing the Manchester United jersey. Also listed are other jerseys which bear the cross. National jerseys like Brazil, Portugal and Barcelona. I for one find this odd. Kindly note I am NOT a manyoo fan.

Reasons stated for the manyoo jersey is because of the devil on their badge. Seriously why now raise the issue? The emblem has been around since I don't know (ask a manyoo fan). And most of my friends as well as my wife are manyoo fans. Most have been fans their entire life. Yet, I do not notice any devil worshipping characteristics or behaviours. They still follow the Muslim beliefs. For me, its the niat. We are all educated enough to know right from wrong.

Again these are probably the same clerics who banned yoga. I believe there are other issues with regards to promoting and projecting Islam as a peaceful religion. And yet, they choose to focus on matters that do not membangunkan ummah.

On another note, wonder when they will ban supporting Spurs. Since they have Jewish roots and backed by Jews. Which is why Spurs always tend to have money even when most clubs don't. This is because they have strong financials and prudent spending strategies. Unlike a Muslim-owned team who spend money like there is no tomorrow in signing superstar players.

At the end of the day, it all comes down to niat.

The one with after the wedding

2010-07-21T15:00:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah, all went well. Finally all is done and can breathe a huge sigh of relief. Anyways, this post is not about how the event went. But about a few people who just want to rain on my parade.

For those who came, I appreciate your presence. For those who couldn't make it, no worries. For those who were not invited, my apologies. For those who were not invited and posting messages on my Facebook wall on merajuk and terkilan, I have nothing to say to you.

My wedding is just a simple reception for family and close friends as well as fellow schoolmates from SMTTDI. I'm happy to say that my fellow schoolmates all share a close bond. Even when most of us has moved from the greatest place in the Klang Valley. Close friends here are those who allowed me to be part of their lives and very sincere in our friendship.

Most who are not invited do not fall in any category. You've never invited me to any of your events. I was never embraced by your group, as you always treat me like an outsider.

On another note, there are those who I forgot to invite. My apologies there.

Also an update from my photographer Peeps, there are 1200plus photos to edit. Which will probably take around a month. Can't wait to see the end product. (Peeps - no rush).

The one where today is the day

2010-07-10T07:12:00.002+08:00

Today is the tomorrow we talked about yesterday. More like the day we penciled since 2 January 2010.
Insyaallah I will be getting married today. In like another 4 hours to show time.
And now I'm trying to keep it together.

The one with Toy Story 3

2010-07-05T21:08:00.004+08:00

Hola amigos, un puesto de revisión de cine hoy. Pardon the Spanish, still influenced by the Spanish Buzz Lightyear mode.
Well Toy Story 3 for me is the best movie of the year. It is a very enjoyable movie. One of the highly recommended movies of 2010. And to think it was 15 years ago the first movie came out. It thrilled us then. The latest film deals with the situation where one outgrows his toys and saying goodbye to the toys we played with as a kid.
This film has a whole new range of characters as well as new environments. It even had a cameo of Totoro from Hayao Miyazaki’s My Neighbour Totoro. Yeah, got that from the list of easter eggs in the film here. Now that is one good read. People actually have time to analyze every frame.
My favourite new range of characters were the toys owned by Bonnie. The hedgehog, unicorn, triceratops and a doll. After reading the credits, you wouldn't believe the voices behind all the characters.
My favourite scene (as well as everyone) was the Spanish Buzz mode. A great barrel of laughs.
Also, this is one of the rare moments where I cried during a movie in a cinema. Yes, I admit, I cried. Two scenes towards the end of the film unleashed the waterworks.

So Toy Story 3, is the film for 2010. It was better than Ironman2 and will be better than the upcoming movie about the boy who lived and another about sensitive new-age vampires.

The one with the end of my world cup

2010-07-03T12:19:00.004+08:00

My fellow Brazilians were knocked out of the World Cup last night. A sad day indeed for all Brazilians.

The one with the futsal tournament

2010-06-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

The futsal Saturday group entered a tournament organized by KHR. Another stab at the tournament we entered last year. A different lineup from last year, as it was fully represented by the futsal Saturday group. Our team name was I Love Papaya. The line this year in adidas mode was :
Shareza - every team needs the goalkeeper
Farrish (captain) - every team needs the player in the most important position
Badrul - every team needs the libero
Meor - every team needs the stabilizer
Reza - every team needs the goalscorer
Farris - every team needs the link
Shanaz - every team needs the player to write the future
Faisal - every team needs the Spurs fan

We were pitted in group B with Aftaas, MBSB (B) and AFC. A manageable group for us to deal with. Before kick-off we were briefed by the referees on the rules. One thing that sticks out was 'don't argue with the ref, its a yellow card offence'.
First game was against Aftaas, which we lost 0-2. Starters were Shareza, Badrul, Farris, Shanaz and Reza. We were out of sorts in this game. Our positioning and ball movement was out of sync. There was hope when myself and Meor entered the fray with the score 0-1. Meor crossed the ball to me in open space, 5 yards from an open goal. You would have put money on me to bang that one in for the equalizer, yet I missed as it went over the bar. Not a good start, but still there was a chance to get it right.
Next up was MBSB (B) which we won 2-1 and getting our tournament back on track. A brace by Reza put us up early in a game which we controlled. We had numerous chances to add to the tally, but failed to do so. I had a brief appearance in this game as I barely lasted 10 seconds. Trying to make a defensive block with the scores at 1-2, I fell on my back and my head hit the floor. I was still good, but opted to step and not risk any further injury.
Our last group game was against AFC (not sure if its Asian Food Channel). We went down early, but displayed fight to get back into the game. Shanaz equalized for us, Badrul scored from a tight angle and Meor scored the goal of the tournament (in our book anyway). He volleyed it home from a kick-in by Badrul. All smiles after that as we managed to qualify for the quarter finals, which was better than last year where we didn't get out of the group stage.
Next was our quarter-final match up with the defending champions KKJK Hasil. A team from the IRB. We were down 1 in the first 10 seconds or so. And we just couldn't get a hold of the game. They held the ball well and we were left chasing the ball. Kinda like playing against Barcelona. I had one chance to score in another cameo, but instead of passing it to Farrish, I decided to go for it myself. In the end, we lost 0-3.
We would have loved to go further, but it was not to be. Still we had fun. One thing I noticed from this tournament is that all the teams belong to a corporation or a group of regular tournament players. Our team was a group of social players who just play for fun and exercise.
Also, this tournament was my last game, before I take a break from contact sports. Need to prepare for another big event in July.

The one with another long hiatus

2010-06-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hello again. Yet another long hiatus. As usual a lot has happened in between. Well the main thing is now I have less than 1 month before I get married (cue panic mode).
The World Cup has started. And I have yet to watch a full match. Just highlights. And my fellow countrymen kick off their campaign on Wednesday morning. As of writing Slovenia just beat Algeria 1-0. Another low scoring game. Six games in and we have only seen 8 goals. So far I rate South Africa's Tshabalala's goal as the best so far, mainly because it was one superb goal, cool name for a footballer and a well choreographed goal celebration.
As for wedding preparations, I would like to believe all is going according to plan. Just received the cards and have to start sending them out soon.
As for TV series which I follow - Smallville, Glee, Clone Wars and House have all ended their latest seasons. Just waiting for Vincent Chase and the boys to return at the end of this month.
Short update for today.

The one with an injury i don't need

2010-04-19T13:05:00.002+08:00

After years being blessed with good health and physical condition, I guess its finally taking its toll on me. For once I suffered an injury where I can't say when I will return. But I'm hoping to be out for a week, just rest and no physical games for the week.

Suffered a back injury last weekend during futsal Saturday. No idea how it happened. I did my usual warm-ups and stretching. Early in the game, I felt my back gave way. And now I have trouble bending over when I pray and also tying my shoelace.

I don't need this sort of injury now. Just as I was finally finding form and rediscovered my game for basketball (had a great game on Wednesday). Also we plan to play in a futsal tournament next month, and I can't actively take part in the training sessions.

For now, I'm just going to let it rest.

The one with the derby win

2010-04-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

Finally a reason for Spurs fan to rejoice. After 11 years, we have recorded our first win over rivals Arse-nal. A 2-1 win at home, gave fans a lift after the FA Cup exit.
Our first goal, from a youngster making his premiership debut, Danny Rose. After the Arse keeper punch the ball out from a corner, the ball fell nicely into the stride of D-Rose. Most people would just control the ball with their first touch and knock it back into the box. But young Danny decided to whack it into the goal. The whole stadium (as well as those watching on telly) went nuts. A contender for goal of the season. And this was after 10 minutes.
Our second, was a goal by our in-form player, Gareth Bale. A great time to score his first of the season. A tap-in after a defence splitting pass from Jermain Defoe.
Late into the game, our goalkeeper, Gomes kept us in the game with a number of world-class saves.
A game to remember, which I've transfer ed the highlights to my ipod for future viewing.

The one with another season down the drain

2010-04-13T13:58:00.003+08:00

Another season has almost come to an end. But as a Spurs fan, it probably has ended. After an impressive start, we ran out on empty again.

Sunday's loss in the FA Cup semi-finals ended all hope of a trophy this year. It was very frustrating losing to a team who are already relegated and couldn't field 11 healthy players on the field. The loss can be attributed to a lot of factors - the ref, the horrendous pitch and our injured list.

Indeed it was a sad day for the Malaysian Spurs forum, everyone was down in the dumps. Some called in sick as they couldn't face work. I for one avoided all new with regards to the games. Even stayed away from the blogs.

Looking back, we started well then lost our way, then found our way again, but the cost during our 'losing our way period' proved very costly.

Our best hope, to finish fourth, but with a tough run-in, I don't see where our next points are coming from. Not sure if the players can lift themselves us for one final push.

Still, I'll always be a Tottenham Hotspur fan till I die.

The one with the first post from my new toy

2010-04-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

Finally I bought a laptop. Since desktop Mark II is put off till a later date, I figure I get something as a filler.
A lot to do, as I have to set up and install a lot of programs, the itunes, winamps, messengers and etc. Also have to put up the wallpaper I use for my machines, Calvin and Hobbes.
Short post for now, still a lot to do.

The one with the post where I can't think of a suitable title

2010-04-03T09:55:00.003+08:00

Welcome April 2010. Welcome the unfriendly me.
March 2010 was one of those months where everything went wrong. Too many to list down, which resulted me in being the unfriendly me. I set my playlist to emo and angst mode when I take the train in the morning. And as April begins, there signs of improvement look dim.
Workwise everything has gone downhill. Think I should update my resume and start sending them out again. The political play going on at my workplace is too much. I'm just one of those simple folk. I just do my job and I'm done. I don't care in your quest for power of over-throwing people. And I for one do not pledge my loyalty to anyone.
I think the work issues got to me after they sent me to some teambuilding exercise, which was a total waste of my wasted time. I surrounded by dinosaurs, people for have been with the company for donkey years. I don't mind that, but they just haven't changed with the times. Times have changed, its a bigger world now. Just let it go. Or just do what I do, leave the company. Why make yourself miserable being with people who you resent. Just let it go and move on (which is what I'm plotting at the moment).
The wedding preparations itself will start taking its toll on me. Now I remember why I didn't want to go through this process in the first place. Its to bloody expensive! No one understands the simple I mean when I want a simple reception. Yes I know, my friends all warn me about it being a parents gig and all I have to do is stay out of the way. All I wanted was a one day event (for both the nikah and reception) with just around 50 guests. Why invite the whole planet? And I'm not a fan of all this local traditions where everything is expensive.
The cost of these things are really getting to me. I am one of those people who probably enjoyed being single too much that I can buy anything I want. All the toys and gadgets. I must have more toys than NASA. Now I have to sacrifice and put aside all that. Not an easy adjustment, especially when Mark I has come to an end. Besides, why spend all the money on one party, when there is a lifetime to go.
With three months to, I doubt I can enjoy any weekends till then. Everyone seems to be concern with the event, but the main thing has yet been done. The registration process. I am more concern about that than the other arrangements. The HIV test, the endless amount of forms and such, the meeting of the jurunikah. And people say I'm not looking at the big picture. Point of note, for the state of Selangor, you can start registering 3 months before the event. Which is exactly by next weekend I have to start doing the necessary.
Another note, after making some progress getting lighter, I got heavier again, as all the stress has made me go for some comfort food.
I guess I'm feeling way down because of too many setbacks and too many things that I could rely on has failed me. Need to pick myself up.

The one with the end of Mark I

2010-03-15T17:13:00.003+08:00

After almost 10 years of service and defying the times, my desktop finally came to it's end of use. Yes, my ultimate-gaming-machine-mark I can no longer be used and repairs would only be expensive.

So now the time has come for me to build Mark II. However, with most of my budget channeled to an event in July, building it now would not be feasible. I figured of just getting a notebook for now. Since I might have use for it if the idea to post me in some foreign land of sand and more sand comes to fruit.

I've dismantled the parts of Mark I and kept some parts which could be of some use (dvd-rom, dvd-burner and hard drives).

I've been checking out the prices of the parts I need as well as notebook prices. But for now, I need to backup my data from my old hard drive. Yes all my songs, videos and pictures. There is this device called a 'toaster' which can read your hard drive. Something new I learn from my friend Mark Tan.

Looks like Mark II will only be assembled by 2011.

The one with the football friendly against EPF

2010-03-15T17:00:00.002+08:00

Last Thursday (11 March 2010), I made my football debut for Bursa. In a management friendly against EPF. The game was played in the MPSJ Stadium in Subang.

Being the new guy, I was put in charge of the kit, meaning I was the kit-boy for the game. I had to take down names of who took the kit and made sure they returned the kits. Which in the end was a good thing, as I got to know their names.

I didn't get to wear my favoured number 11, as it belonged to some dude from human resources. In the end I took number 14. A number one of my heroes wore, David Ginola.

I started the game and was surprisingly made the lone striker. I told them I can attacking midfielder or winger, but not up front. A move which didn't do wonders for my game, which resulted me being benched after a dismal first half.

Not only did I let myself down, but also a teammate who believed in me. One who knew my strengths but played out of position. I'm not a player in the Rooney-Drogba-Torres mold.

Well in the end we won 6-0, but sadly I didn't play a part in any of the goals and most of them came in the second half.

The one with the new Brazil jersey

2010-02-27T00:09:00.004+08:00

With the World Cup coming up in a few months, Nike has come up with new kits for their teams. A good thing about these new-gen kits, they are made from 8 plastic bottles per jersey. Talk about doing their bit for the environment. You can read the rest of the story here. Picture from the footballshirtculture website.

Overall Movie of the Decade Montage by IGN

2010-02-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

The one where I got engaged

2010-01-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

Happy new year people. A new year begins and a new journey starts (on my end anyways).
On the second day of 2010, I got engaged to sweet Elina. A small simple ceremony was held at her residence in Subang Jaya. Proceedings went well, as it went very smoothly without much fuss.
So a July wedding has been set. I know there will be plenty of challenges in organizing this event. One of the things I need to do is get into shape. Which I believe is do-able within 6 months.
All the best for 2010.

The one with Spurs and adidas

2009-12-16T22:14:00.004+08:00

Recently read news of a potential deal regarding my favourite team and brand. Adidas is in talks with Spurs. Which is very good news for me, being an adidas guy.

Adidas did supply Spurs kit between 1999-2002. After that it was Kappa (who seem to make the jerseys body hugging) and the disastrous Puma. Adidas did provide some nice looking jerseys and it would be nice to actually wear a Spurs jersey which looks good.
Here are the previous adidas kit designs from the historical kits website.

The one with my first month at my new gig

2009-12-13T17:10:00.005+08:00

I've made it through my first month at my new gig. Honestly no such thing as grass being greener on the other side. Mainly due to the fact there isn't much grass around. But I'll take what I can get for now.
My new department is small and newly established. My job function itself is new. The system has been running since August. I'm in charge of operations and dealing. I'll spare the details.
Work-wise, I can do what is required. The dealing as well as maintaining the system. But the admin and paperwork and meetings are not my thing.
One of the things I like about the place is the in-house (or is it in-office) gym. Figure I try going during my lunch break. I know there isn't much you can do in an hour. Then again, its the quality of your work-out.
Another thing is they are quite active in sports. Our gym houses indoor courts. We have 2 squash courts. And the main hall serves as a multi-purpose hall. It houses futsal, badminton, netball and maybe volleyball. On Fridays we play football at the St John's field nearby. Where now I've banged in 4 goals in 3 appearances.
And tomorrow is Monday.

The one where I've become the villain

2009-12-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

I realized I've changed a lot. I'm becoming the very evil I despise. Okay, the type of person I don't like. A kid who can no longer keep his word and no longer willing to help save the world (that was part was just for dramatics).
What do I mean? I've taken the dealer code to heart - my word is my bond. The code applies to work, but I try to keep it in real time also. For instance, lately I've been guilty for a lot of 'no-shows'. I've promised friends I will come and attend their events, only to miss out at the last minute. And I use to hate people who do that to me, and now I'm doing that to people.
In the past few weeks, I didn't show up to kenduris, weddings and games.
You may wonder how I ended up like this. Guess I'm beginning to sell fish and switch the focus to 'me'.
Guess I'm really turning into the bad clad in black.

The one with the new gig

2009-11-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

Well, I do have loads to update here. But sadly another short post.
So I've finally left my previous bank. A relief to be free of the politics as well as the issues at the office. Will be sad to leave my close friends there.
Will be starting my new gig tomorrow. I know the grass is no longer greener on either side. But getting out was the main thing. Wonder how long it will take for me to make a mess at my new gig.
Lastly, Football Manager 2010 is out. So you know how that goes.

The one where I could be on the move again

2009-10-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Finally something popped up for me in the job market. Hopefully I can make an exit, not sure if it will lead to a mass exodus like the last time.
For one, I was recommended by a former boss and with other good words put in for me by others. The good words do help, but I feel that expectations are high as I come highly recommended.
Guess we will see how the next few days pan out.

The one where I'm still around

2009-10-04T22:13:00.001+08:00

A short post saying I'm still around - larger, wider and uncut.

The one with an amazing shot by Roger Federer in the 2009 US Open semi-final

2009-09-14T19:46:00.001+08:00

The one with the perfect start

2009-08-24T18:09:00.004+08:00

Three wins in three league matches. A perfect start to my beloved Spurs. A 2-1 opening win against Liverpool, and the 5-1 demolition against Hull and a come-from-behind win against West Ham.
Jermain Defoe tops the goal scoring charts with 4 goals and we are on top of the league. I am so enjoying this, as it is a welcome change to all the red or blue colour teams.
Sadly, we don't get much publicity. Then again any other team doesn't get much print in the local media. They are more interested to talk about the red or blue colour teams. Maybe I should venture into sports journalism. I love sports and I can go on and on about it. All sports in fact, except cricket and baseball.
This perfect start by Spurs has ignited comparisons to the '61 double winning team. The last Spurs team to win the title and they start 3 for 3. But we can't compare the two teams. Both eras are so different in terms of sports science and development. Even the ball is lighter than it was in the 60s.
Anyways, I am not going to let this get to my head. Still a long way to go in the season and plus we haven't started our cup runs. Maybe missing out on the rebranded UEFA cup is a good thing. As to reach the final there are 19 games to play. Half the games we play in the league.
So here are some images from our perfect start.

Sebastien Bassong celebrates his winner against Liverpool

Celebrating another Defoe goal against Hull

Aaron Lennon bags his late winner against West Ham

The one with the best goal I've ever seen

2009-08-23T10:14:00.002+08:00

This exceptional piece of skill was taken from early this year in the French Ligue 1. The match between FC Bordeaux and PSG. The goal by Yoann Gourcuff.

The one where Ramadhan begins

2009-08-23T10:09:00.002+08:00

Hello again. Been some time since you've seen anything on this space. Anyways, with the fasting month just started, I do hope to blog more.
So today is the second day of the fasting month. Good thing this year it starts on a weekend. So I can just sleep in and play games.
Selamat berpuasa/berbuka/berterawikh/bersahur to fellow Muslims.

The one with the new Spurs signing

2009-07-12T15:34:00.004+08:00

It is a dream for me to play for Spurs ever since I was a little boy growing up.

The one with the new Spurs kit range

2009-07-12T15:21:00.004+08:00

Home kit as modeled by Jonathan Woodgate

Away kit as modeled by Luka Modric

Third kit as modeled by Michael Dawson

Goalkeeper kit as modeled by Heurelho Gomes

A Letter to Roger Federer's Unborn Child by ESPN

2009-07-11T10:35:00.002+08:00

The one with my nephew, Adam Asyraf

2009-07-09T21:45:00.006+08:00

My sister just gave birth to her second child yesterday. A baby boy weighing 3kg. His name is Adam Asyraf. Most probably it will be Adam Ashraf, as my sister and brother-in-law want to maintain the AA initials (my niece is Aina Amira).

There was a time I suggested the name Adam Anakin. But it wasn't even considered. Hopefully one day I will sit down with Adam and show him Star Wars and how I figured it would be a cool name.
Still too early to tell what Adam will do, but my sister wants him to play tennis (must be Federer-mania).
Here are some pictures I took after 5 hours on this planet.

The one with the short updates

2009-07-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hello all. Been MIA again. Been occupied with a number of things. So just a short update.
One, things with Elina is great. Its nice to finally be with someone who feels the same way, without the cruel intentions. Been together for one and a half months. A very happy one and a half months. We've done the 'meet the parents' session but not the 'meet the fockers' yet.
Two, the passing of a musical legend, Michael Jackson. I am not really a fan, but I do his music does inspire. He made videos matter. He reached out to the less fortunate. I've done two mini-MJ karaoke tributes so far. Sadly they don't have a lot of his hits. And its also safe to say, I can't do the moonwalk anymore.
Three, the new Spurs kit range suck. So ugly that I wouldn't want to buy it. Besides they changed kits for the past four seasons and it keeps getting worse.
Four, my tennis has shown glimpses of brilliance. I have the winning shot intact. But I need to improve my footwork and also my serve. Can't seem to get that right.
Guess that's all I can think of for now.

The one with the tale of two futsal groups

2009-06-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

In an attempt to exercise and find more playing time, I decided to make a U-turn on my decision to quit the futsal Tuesday group. Since I no longer organize, I informed my decision to the new joint-arrangers.

They seem to accept my decision as they don't have beef with me. But when the others found out, it was not well received. I even received a text from a friend advising me not to come. He said some malicious things were said about me in the emails. As a responsible person I inform the joint-organizers on my decision not to come. Wouldn't want to keep people waiting on me only for a no-show.

One of the organizers called me saying that he would love for me to return. He enjoys watching me play as I am the only player from the group who knows how to pass. Pass here meaning passing the ball around to keep the game flowing. The other players definition of pass is get rid of the ball in the last minute when they realize they can't do anything. I do make a lot of players look good as I can set them up for goalscoring opportunities.

I appreciated his call and the fact he wants me to return. I honestly want to return. But the others wouldn't embrace me (not like they ever did, since I do not come from the upper class like most of them). Seems my decision to return was not such a good idea. Besides, diplomatically, I shouldn't have left in the first place. Guess to these guys once you are out, you are out.

No worries as I do have other sessions which I can participate, like the Wednesday group. Earlier when I join the group it wasn't easy. Their level of play was on a higher level. They are a close knit group so to join them I had to prove myself. Not sure if I fully proved myself but I know they can accept my style of play, even at times I play too fast. Besides this group now is a beneficiary of my defence-splitting passes.

In the early days I deferred to them as all are better players than me. But they encouraged me to express myself. They know what I'm capable of which at times is breath-taking. The one thing I like about this group is team work. Which is way better than Tuesday.

The group itself loves to pass. The togetherness is there. They even have group on facebook. This is a group that really loves to play for fun. Unlike the Tuesday group which claim the same thing.

So now I have futsal Wednesday and Saturday as my favourite sessions.

The one where I need to be lighter

2009-06-07T21:19:00.003+08:00

I'm carrying to much weight. I need to be lighter, faster and more agile. A certain Mr Wayne once said this in the biggest movie of 2008. In his case it was his armour, in mine is body mass.

Been packing a lot of weight lately. Lack of exercise plus poor eating habits. Need more discipline. Most wouldn't notice as my height helps with the illusion. But once I rip off my shirt it is not a sight to set pulses racing. Besides, think it will tear my tights and spandex.

So now I'm in a serious relationship I need to start reducing the numbers. That was a promise I made to myself.

So what else is new? Well I joined the twitter bandwagon.

The one where I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

2009-05-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

The title says it all. I'm happy again.

I'm grateful for my close friends who told me someone has always been in front of me and I just didn't know it. I thought it would be wierd and akward, but somehow it feels right.

The song Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat is a nice theme song.

The one with the fact that I can

2009-05-20T21:37:00.003+08:00

This will be a very arrogant post. It will be about my (un)matched brilliance. This is about the star that I am.

The fact that I quit the futsal Tuesday group was not well received. Mainly my decision seem rash and over-reacting. Yet they do no know that I've been patient for a very long time.

First remark I receive is that I am not well liked because I 'dive' and retaliate against harmless challenges. Don't really see why though because the majority of the group are manyoo fans and worship some Portugeezer name Christiano. I admit in my early days in the group I retaliate and sulked and moped every time I feel I get treated harshly. These days I really tone down my game. I play a more calmer relaxed role and don't have the need to dribble pass half-a-dozen players and score another wonder goal for the highlight reel. Even though I know I can.

I do receive a major share of knocks compared to others. Mainly because I'm too good and too fast for the old geezers. And their defence for taking me out, "my timing is off and 'accidentally' came in too late". Like I don't know you have your own set of rules against me. I don't see anyone else receiving the same treatment as me. Every time I receive the ball half the opposition comes charging in without any intention of winning the ball.

I really changed my game in order to have fun. I realized at the end of the day its just a game we play for fun as well as for the exercise. I don't lash out after being tackled, I have the balance to stay on my feet and I have better game play vision and judgement.

But now its the same people who didn't like my attitude being the ones turning into me in my early days minus the skills and flair and vision and pace (I can go on but you know I am THAT good). They are the ones who lash out when I FAIRLY won the ball from them. They are the ones who no longer make the game fun.

And secondly some have a problem with my goal celebrations. Seriously I can't believe that. I don't know what they hate most the fact that I scored another highlight reel goal or the fact I made them look utterly stupid by scoring that goal. Its natural for footballers to reel off in delight when they score a goal. Its makes the game fun. I can even make up a catalogue or tutorial classes on how to celebrate a goal. So some of my celebrations display sheer arrogance. Well its mainly because I can. Look at the French dude who currently plays with Barcelona wearing that sacred no 14 jersey. His celebrations are of pure arrogance, but only because he scored a goal only he can score and because he can.

So at the end of the day, my style of play is not appreciated. My efforts for helping to organize are not appreciated. I get no protection and am not embraced as one of them. I'm still the outsider in the group. And you still want me to play come back?

The one with the futsal fracas

2009-05-17T20:57:00.006+08:00

Realized I haven't posted anything in May. A lot has happened in between. And as my last post stated my injury, the latest update is I'm fully healed and back on the courts.

But there will be one futsal session I will no longer grace with my flair and flamboyance. I've decided to call my time on the Tuesday session. The first session I join when I started my futsal career in 2002. We've been playing for 7 years together but one moment of madness made me realize that my time with the group is up. Farrish quit the group way earlier, Shareza quit the group last week and his brother Shanaz will join suit as he will only play if I play.

As to what happened. Well it has been boiling for quite some time. The games getting way to physical and also a whole less fun. No longer the embodiment of joga bonito. Flair players such as myself are victims to malicious tackles. Cronyism is obvious. I've been playing with them for seven years, even took it upon myself to organize and try to recruit players to make up the numbers when short, but still they haven't embraced me as one of them (not that I want to anyway).

Even lately the weekly lineup is those who are loyal to me against them. As usual, my group ran rings around them with our sexy-football play, and for them to counter our threat (which is a joy to watch by the public) they use physical force which results to injuries. I for one want to fight back, as they all been through multiple surgeries and I know I can send them back to the hospital if I want to.

As for the events of last weeks session. As usual the game got physical. I was off-form and played a more defensive role. I made one defensive clearance. One guy got hit via my follow through and another teammate of mine got him too, which was the cause of his outrage. And me being the outsider, half the opponents came charging to me wanting a piece of me. I did not appreciate this at all, as I won the ball first and the ball was one the other side of the field when the incident happened. After that, no one had the mood to play. Seven years came down to this.

After the game, I mention my intention to leave the team to those close to me. They too share the same view. I've been patient too long. I continue playing because I need the exercise and I don't know what else to do with my time. But my time with the Tuesday group has ended now.

What now? Well trying to get the tennis Thursday guys to play tennis Tuesday now. And maybe I can refocus on the Wednesday group. As I have been relegated to reserve team now, so I want to fight back for my place. And my Saturday group pretty much intact and that's always a fun session.

The one where I hate being injured

2009-04-29T20:57:00.004+08:00

After last weekend's tournament, I had to endure a stinging pain on my left heel. I could not land my left heel and had to walk on one leg.

After a couple days rest, I can walk normally. But still I could not participate in any sporting activities. And I hate it!

For one who is so use to play futsal or tennis after work, suddenly I have no idea what to do with my time.

I'm bored.

The one with the ill-fated futsal tournament

2009-04-25T19:31:00.006+08:00

Good day people. Took part in a futsal tournament organized by KHR (some audit firm) at Sportsplanet Ampang.

For one we had the quality to go far. Two friends from my Saturday group joined the team. Badrul as our goalkeeper and Reza as our striker. The others are from the KAG tournament team - Aizat, Farrish, Shahril, Shareza, Wira and myself. Sadly we were ousted in the group stages with only one draw and two losses. We scored a total of two goals (courtesy of Reza and myself) and conceded 4 goals. Games were tight, but we should have taken the first two games.
Prior to the tourney, our team was already kinda depleted. I was still sick. Farrish had an injured arm. Aizat and Shareza had stomach problems. Not a good sign.
For the first game, we played the host team. I played an unfamiliar deep role again. I had space to fire a shot, and it left my foot like a bullet. The keeper did well the stop it but it spilled to Reza for our first goal of the tourney. We pulled off our newly rehearsed goal celebration after that. Later they equalized, it was a cheap goal to give away. A defensive error on my end led to the goal. After that goal, as I was making a defensive header I got kicked/whacked on the stomach. I had to withdraw from the game after that. We held on for the draw, but we knew we should have taken the game.
The second game didn't really go according to plan as well. Another defensive error by me led to the goal. We were unlucky to hit the post once and unlucky when Reza had a clear shot, only for the keeper to stick out his hand and save it.
Our final game was against the eventual group champions. We changed our strategy for the game. Fielding the 5 from Saturday's group. Shareza played in goal this time, Farrish and Badrul at defence, Reza as striker and me in my favoured position in the 'hole'. It worked well. I was feeding passes to Reza just like Tuesday and Saturday's sessions. Only this time his finishing touch deserted him. Then the turning point, Shareza was red carded for reasons I still wasn't clear of. They scored from the resulting free kick. They scored again and we were 2 down. I finally had a goal in the end. A goalmouth scramble fell the ball to me. And i just rammed it home. My goal celebration said it all, as it was a frustrating tourney for me. We lost in the end 1-2 and were sent packing.
A lot of 'what ifs' in the tourney.

back (l-r) - badrul, shareza, farrish, reza, faisal
front (l-r) aizat, wira, shahril

The one where I need a new hobby

2009-04-21T22:15:00.004+08:00

Just got back from another great game of futsal. But before the game, had a chat with Shareza. We both agree that the numbers for the Tuesday session is way out of hand.
There are times where I feel I don't want to play as the numbers doesn't allow me to play my usual game. Lately for the Tuesday sessions I find myself sacrificing my offensive game and talents for a defensive role. Mainly to protect myself from malicious tackles since whoever gets the ball, will be surrounded have 3 or 4 defenders. Still I dictate the game by reinventing myself for the game.
Anyways, that wasn't really the idea for this post. As I mention, sometimes I don't feel like playing as the court is overcrowded. But I need to play, mainly because I have nothing else better to do after work. If not, I would be at home playing with my niece, online on facebook and gtalk or watch some dvds.
So Shareza suggested I pick up a new hobby. Something which will help fill the hours. Then I thought photography would be an interesting idea. It is something I do have an interest in. An idea and interest I should explore.
Well my brother-in-law suggested I join him in the toys scene. Collect action figures or build toys from model kits. Not sure if I have the patience to build one. It requires a high level of concentration and patience. Something I don't really have, which is why I don't play golf.
Anyways, any ideas?

The one with the returns

2009-04-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

An active sporting week for me. Besides the usual futsal gigs, I've made my return to the courts of the sport I once graced and another which I plan to exhibit some exquisite shots.
Made my return to the basketball court last Tuesday. Yes, after my futsal Tuesday gig. I pulled off both futsal and basketball back-to-back. Well my game is off, but defensive awareness is still there. Even managed a block in the game. And hit the game winning basket in my last game (we played first team to reach 15 points wins).
And as I post this, I just came back from tennis. The group has been in hiatus, due to either rain or unable to book the courts. Now we are switching our venue to Monterez Golf Club. And the court is beside the pool. Very tempted to just jump into the pool after playing. Had a great game. Most of us were trying to find our shots, and it felt great when it came.
A great sporting week.

The one with my Brazilian name

2009-04-15T23:01:00.004+08:00

Got this link from Peep. So if I were ever to be called up by Dunga to represent Brazil, this would be my name on my jersey.

The one with a great show

2009-04-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

I believe the me who karaokes with a reckless abandon is back. Participated in a performance for the ages. One which had me sweating till my shirt soaked.
Pulled off a variety of genres. Pulled off a series of dance moves. I do hope everyone enjoyed the show. But I'm not a one-man show. The whole group made it fun. And with some newcomers, we showed them our brand of entertainment. Proved our versatility with rock and pop numbers especially boyband numbers. Since we had to dance along to it.
Wondered how to play futsal after that, but still had a great game. Wide open game, free-flowing futsal with a whole lot of goals.
Also managed to catch He's Just Not That Into You. An enjoyable movie for me. Some lessons learnt and I should really put them to practice.
So how was your weekend?

The one where I believe my future lies elsewhere

2009-04-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

I know I've said it many times before. But I really should do something about it. I need an exit.
I have no motivation to work. I can't work with the team. I've turn into something so not promising anymore. I don't see a future there anymore.
So, any vacancies, let me know.

The one with the return of the rockgod

2009-04-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

A lot of things have been going on lately. Mostly things that result a moody-dark-self. It has effected a lot on how I enjoy the things I enjoy doing.
My futsal performances are pretty much crap. True I still score and odd goal here and there, I do make so nice assists, but I commit of errors that outweigh the good. My karaoke performances have been totally sub-par. And this time it isn't because the pressure of entertaining. This is due to loss of mojo. Haven't been performing at my lofty standards for the last few sessions. Good thing the rest of the entourage managed to keep the audience entertained.
Oh well, manage to return to my old self last weekend. Needed two sessions in one day to pull it off. The first was to get rocking. Pulled of the JT and Bon Jovi numbers. Then later that night, an impromptu decision might I add, the dance moves were back. If I could act, I'll be a triple threat. Even managed to pull off the three Bon Jovi's numbers which will kill you, back-to-back-to-back. Did the Bad Medicine + Living On A Prayer + You Give Love A Bad Name.
Felt great to be back in the groove. To all who were there, I hope you were entertained.

The one where I was happy even for a while

2009-04-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

Still in the 'should I move on or keep trying phase'. Though it would be easy to move, since it's a familiar process for me. Maybe because this time around I was really 'lovestoned' and happy.
Well one memory in that short period of time still sticks. The night where I picked her up from the airport. Probably that week sticks out for me too.
She had to go to Kota Bahru some an event. She left on a Tuesday. Had dinner with her on Monday night. She was suppose to come back on Friday, but managed to get an earlier flight back on Thursday.
That period while she was away, I felt what it was like to miss someone (okay I know it was only 2 days). I felt what is was like when the one you cared about was not within the radius. I made full use of the communication tools available. I tried my best to keep her company while she was alone in her hotel room. I stayed awake with her until she wanted to sleep.
The night I picked her up at the airport, I just couldn't wait for work to end. I knew I had time (her ETA was 2100 hours), went to pick up some cupcakes for her.
While waiting in the arrival hall, the last scene from Wicker Park was in my head. Even though it didn't really have any relation, but the setting was similar. Don't know how many times my heart skipped beats waiting for her to come out.
When she finally came out, it must have been the happiest I felt in ages. We hugged and felt the warmth of each other's embrace. We both knew then how much we missed each other.
That period with her, was the happiest I've been in ages. At least I knew what it was like to be normal. Being able to feel love.
Okay, I'm kinda sleepy now. Till next time.

Broken Strings by James Morrison featuring Nelly Furtado

2009-04-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

The one with the Gtalk status

2009-03-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

Short post this. Someone on my gtalk friend list recently updated her status message. It reads "how to lose a girl in 10 days". Who wrote it, well bet you can guess. Still need a clue, the subject for my last 3 posts.
Not sure if it was intended for me, but sounds like it. And yes we still have each other on gtalk and facebook.

The one where it's been a while

2009-03-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

Greetings. Again another long absence.
I was on leave for the past couple of days. A well needed break, but I reverted back to my solemn moody self once I stepped back into the office today.
Well as posted earlier my happiness was short-lived. And I still don't know what I did wrong. But I believe it must have been something I said and slash or done. I sought advice from close friends. Those who understand the torment of whatever hint of humanity left in me.
Only one colleague told me to pursue the matter. She mention she saw a different glow (???) before all this happened. Don't let the flicker of fire fade away. She still insists I call/sms/buzz but little do some people realize is that the telephone needs to work both ways.
The majority told me to move on. No point pursuing something which probably wasn't there in the first place. And maybe now I might have to follow the majority. No point listening to my heart as even I can't hear it anymore.
This setback has resulted to a sudden loss of mojo for me. Attended a friend's birthday bash last weekend. The usual dinner and karaoke bash was planned. I didn't even eat anything for dinner, but that was due to the fact I came from futsal and tennis back-to-back. Then the karaoke session. And to the disappointment of many I was unable to entertain the crowd with my high energy performances. Good thing there was a large crowd (14 people I think) so my participation wasn't really required.
So now, I have to reconstruct myself. And hopefully figure out my purpose in life.

The one where I spoiled it all by doing and or saying something stupid

2009-03-11T22:05:00.001+08:00

Again, another long absence. Life and work has been crazy with a capital Y.
Just to keep things short, my happiness was short lived. Didn't take long, did it? Not sure what really happened, but guess I must have spoiled it all by saying and or doing something stupid.
Don't worry, I'll live.

The one with where the hell have I been

2009-02-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

Bonjour fellow readers. I apologize for the disappearance. Been a month since my last posting. Been too active as of late.
Well active in the sense I have games 5 nights a week and sometimes 6 days a week. Well besides futsal, I've really gotten into tennis. Finally bought my own racket (remind me to post a picture of it). Been showing signs of improvement, but I know I can get better. Still need to improve on my serve despite the fluke aces. Need consistency there.
I've also rejoined the badminton scene. Join a session organized by a client of mine. Realize its not a good idea to play tennis and badminton back-to-back nights. Doesn't do the arm good, but still a good workout.
Besides sports, I've recently made a new friend. She brings a whole new meaning. in my life I have an extra spring in my step. I'm more happier and livelier (except at work). As to who she is, well I'll introduce her one day. Still early stages and the possibility of me doing something stupid is still there.
Okays, I guess a brief update for now.

The one with my forehand

2009-01-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

I have no idea for a title again. But just came back from tennis.
Been making regular appearances and hope to keep it going. I myself is considering buying my own racket. Probably I would have a better feel for the game when I am one with my racket. Well that is the advise I get from my fellow tennis buddies.
As for the game earlier, getting into the flow of things. My forehand feels great. Hit a lot of winners and superb Federer-esque shots. However my glaring weakness is still my serve and backhand. I can't seem to control my backhand swing. My backhand shots keep flying all over the court. My serve needs a whole lot of improvement. Not using my height to my advantage. Something to keep working on.
As for the upcoming Australian Open, I will be supporting my favourites. Roger Federer and Ana Ivanovic. Both are up against it though and inconsistent as of late, but hoping they will find their form.

Cinta Dalam Hati by Ungu

2009-01-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

The one where 2009 begins

2009-01-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

A great start to the year. I'm on a roll. But being 'Mr-the-glass-is-half-empty', I will be brought back down to earth with a loud thud tomorrow. Reason being, my first working day for 2009. Now to continue where I left off after tennis.
So went for my first movie for 2009. Went for Bedtime Stories. A movie which I enjoyed and even though it was a typical feel good Disney movie. Loved the humour and jokes both Adam Sandler and Russell Brand brought to the show. And I never thought I see Russell Brand starring in a Disney movie.
After tennis kicked off the year for me, futsal resumed as usual. The Saturday group started what would be the 7th year (I think) of the group. Can't believe we've been playing that long. Had a great game, and was in full flow, especially when you have teammates who are in the same wavelength. Banged in a number of goals for good measure, mostly finishing after some a breathtaking buildup.
The highlight of the weekend for me was Mamma Mia! Finally managed to catch the show. Actually, my friend Elina had a spare ticket and asked if I wanted to go. Well somethings you don't need to ask twice. So her friends loss was my gain. Since I myself couldn't get tickets. The show itself was a joy to behold. And at times (okay, all the time) I was singing along to songs. The audience itself enjoyed themselves as well as the cast. But who wouldn't, the energy was contagious.
Finally for my 2009 resolutions. Not that I made any, but for arguments sake I did. Mainly to be more of a 'yes man' and go out and try new experiences. And also, I want to try and settle down with someone. Or at least be in a steady relationship. Which itself could be a challenge for any other year.
Well lets see how the year pans out.

The one with the first day of 2009

2009-01-02T10:57:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to all. How was your new year's eve and new year. As for me, I stayed indoors where it was safe, playing Football Manager. Not the one for all these as I hate the post-celebration jams.
Anyways, had new year's lunch at my cousin's new crib in Bangi. He just moved to a newly developed area which is near my aunt's house. As for his place, it was very nicely done. They even had a room for their 3 year old kid, but no bed yet as she is still sleeping with the parents. That room was full of toys.
Had a great start in the sports scene as well. Made my debut (or return) to the tennis courts. Haven't played in like 3 years. Was never really good at it, even though potential was there, just never worked on it.
Game play wise was terrible. My serves were out, double faulted most of the time. Backhand was totally off and my forehand had occasions of Federer-esque fluidity. Still had great fun and hope to make a regular appearance to the scene.
And with that, I had a great start to the year.

The one where I got tagged

2008-12-29T20:40:00.003+08:00

Got tagged by Peep, and just as I was into Football Manager. So as I post this, I'm taking a managerial break. So here goes.

1. Ten things about the one who tagged me
- an artistic creative genius
- a big Spurs fan
- loves his kicks
- plays futsal (that's how I know him)
- uses the 'F' word in almost every sentence
- loves his music
- usually finishes my assists to him
- enjoys photography
- movie buff
- a guys who enjoys life

2. My favourite novel
Recently finished the Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman, but my favourite would be between Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist (I know its overrated) and Neil Gaiman's Stardust.

3. Five things I love (not people)
- my ipod
- my psp
- my kicks
- my computer which was once dubbed the ultimate gaming machine (now the spec are obsolete, need to build a new one)
- the watch my mum gave me on my graduation day

4. Who I want to tag
Anyone who feels like doing this tag.

The one with the fun christmas

2008-12-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to all. Had great fun today. Even though it left me tired, breathless and with no voice to work tomorrow.
First of all, went to Kaleon's housewarming bash in Kemuning Utama. Well these events are suppose to be simple. But the highlight of the event was his 'fan boys' room. A room dedicated for his comics and action figures. He has a massive collection of them and even set themes for them. Among my favourites was his Batman and Ironman themes. His 'batcave' even had the t-rex and joker card. All that was missing from his batcave was the giant coin. Also on display in the room was his Star Wars helmets. Among them was Darth Vader, Boba Fett, Jango Fett and various stormtrooper helmets. I spent quite some time in that room, trying to take it all in. I would have love to take photos and share with my fellow readers, but I didn't out of respect to the owner.
Next up was Christmas lunch at Mark's (finally). Since he changed his nation of employment we have been missing his mum's Christmas cooking. But before I had the chance to eat, I had to somehow 'earn' my lunch. Well, Mark owns a PS3, and he recently purchased the game Singstar. Simple explanation for the game, its karaoke PS3 style. Started the gig off with the Abba collection and then the compilation cds. Oh well, did my best to entertain even though I wasn't much of the high scorers. Never karaoked with a score before. Had great fun with the game, and was still at it after all the guests left. Good thing he didn't have Guitar Hero or Rock Band, or not we will still be at it.
A fun filled day and I really need to get me a PS3.

The one with the futsal tournament

2008-12-14T17:39:00.004+08:00

Been a while since my last post. Things as usual haven't been all good. But nothing new there.
Anyways, yesterday I played in the Kelab Ambank Group (KAG) futsal tournament at Sports Planet Subang Grand. Been a while since my last tournament. Last I think was a couple of years back, when I played in the inter-Clark Hatch tournament.
This year around, I joined my friends in the internal audit department to form a team. For the men's open category, there were 32 teams divided into 8 groups of 4. Being our first tournament and first time playing together, we were happy if we made it out of the group phase.
I for one, was asked to play a defensive role. Not a role I fancied, but for the sake of the team, we all had to do our part. And I felt I did quite well especially in the first game, where nothing went past me.
I don't recall our opponents names, but for our first game, we won 2-0. And i had the honour of blasting our first goal in the tourney with a half-court blockbuster. That sent the team and crowd nuts.
Our second game, was a total collapse. Our star player was taken out with and ankle injury. And the whole team structure fell after that. We lost 1-6. We were outplayed in that game, and my lack of defensive instincts were exposed.
Our third and final group game was a do-or-die game. If we win, we advance, if we lost, we can pack our gear and head home. We won the game 3-2, and we could have won by a higher margin, but we hit the woodwork a lot. With that wine we advanced to the sweet sixteen (round of 16).
Our last game, was played at my familiar court. The court where my Wednesday group plays. But even that didn't help much as we lost 2-7. I scored another blockbuster to make the scores 1-2 to give hope to the team. But we were outgunned again. We won some fans during the tournament, probably due to our nice kit.
A good effort overall for first timers. Finished the tournament with 2 goals and some valuable experience.

back (l-r) - reza, farrish, wira, fatta, shahril, chris
front (l-r) - aizat, faisal
* picture courtesy of reza's facebook

The one with another loss in the family

2008-11-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

Recently had to endure another loss in the family. This time, was my uncle from my dad's side. That makes two deaths in the span of eight days.
I'm still at times lost as I've yet to recover from my grandfather's death. And now with another passing, not sure how soon will I recover. Its seems as if i froze still, and yet the world is still moving on around me.
Thanks to all who offered their words of support and prayers. I really do appreciate it and so does my family.

The one where my grandfather passed away

2008-11-21T01:21:00.004+08:00

Just came back from my hometown, Kajang. My grandfather passed away earlier today at the age of 79. A sad day for the whole family.
I received a call from my sister informing that my grandfather just passed away. I took a cab to the hospital after that. I arrived in time before they wanted to bring the body for mandi jenazah. I was crying a river then, and had to be consoled by my mum and uncle. My mum told me he died peacefully in his sleep. And I was just there on his bedside the day before.
I along with my uncles assisted with the mandi jenazah ritual. After the solat jenazah, his body was brought back to Kajang. The weather itself was gloomy, but the rain stopped as we went to the cemetery for the burial. I helped out with the burial, but since it was after the rain, extra effort had to be put to lay the earth into the burial site. It did rain again after the burial was done.
Its weird when you lose something forever, random images come into mind. I remembered some moments with my grandfather when I was a kid growing up.

Haji Hashim
26 March 1929 - 20 November 2008

The one with the long day at the hospital

2008-11-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Another long day for me. The whole daylight hours was spent at HUKM. Received a call from my mum as I was about to reach the office. My grandfather was in critical condition. So informed my colleagues and hitch a ride with my sister, as she drives to work these days (she just bought a new car).
Upon reaching the hospital, from the look of most of my relatives, they were all fearing the worse. My grandfather needs the aid of an oxygen machine to help him breathe. Even with that, you can sense the struggle for every breathe. My grandfather has Parkinson's, and from the doctor's x-rays, he has viral infection in his lungs and its spreading to his kidney. I for one, despite following a number of medical television series, (House MD) I'm no medical expert and wouldn't be able to explain further fearing of getting my facts wrong.
A lot of relatives came to visit. And I have to admit, we do have a large family due to my grandfather's "branches". And I also do not know most of them. The only way I knew they were family as we all have the same features.
Spent the whole afternoon at my grandfather's bedside, keeping him calm whenever his hands started to shake. Since he was on the breathing apparatus, he wasn't able to communicate. But I hope he manage to rest while I was at his bedside.
As of my time of leaving the hospital, my grandfather's condition stabilized, but still needs the oxygen support to breathe. As for what happens next, I have no idea.
Manage to join the futsal Wednesday session for a bit. Needed to just run out a bit. And for once, I didn't celebrate any of my goals. And in the last game, I banged in a hat-trick and dedicated it to my grandfather.
As for tomorrow, I do hope and pray for a clearer picture on my grandfather.

The one with the eventful Monday morning and Monday night and nothing else in between

2008-11-18T00:35:00.002+08:00

Been a while since I came up with a title that didn't make any sense. And despite my busy schedule in management, I'm taking the time to write this post.
First of all, my brother-in-law's car was stolen this morning. The car was parked outside the house. Along with most of my neighbor's wheels. Kind of a shock for the family as it was still the early hours of the day (I leave home at 6.30AM). The look on my brother-in-law's face pictured his disbelief and shock. I'm not going into detail on the car theft. As not much can be done at the moment, and telling it would only bore you with what most people know. Malaysia is no longer safe and their thieves are no longer honorable to the code.
I for one believe that there is no honor among thieves these days. There was a time when you would steal from those who deserve to be robbed, mainly the corrupt. People who earn their living on our hard earn money. You don't steal from the common folk who are also struggling to make ends meet without robbing someone. That is the part that really pissed me off. What have my brother-in-law or my family done for that matter done to whoever stole the car?
Furthermore, to complicate matters, my sister was suppose to drive back to Penang this morning. Only for her to take the bus back. It also complicated things for my brother-in-law, as he had to go do the necessary paperwork and report. And we all know how helpful the people upholding the law and insurance companies can be when it comes to this. Especially the insurance companies. They will probably go all out to sell you whatever policy they can, and promising the claims will be done swiftly. Only for them to make us go from A to B to C and A again just to submit the claims. And after that who knows when we will get our claims.
A very frustrated me today. I for one having played the thief knows still abide by the code.
As for the Monday night. When I reached home, my mum told me that my grandfather is sick. Everyone is going to visit him at my uncle's place in Bukit Antarabangsa. Lately, my grandfather is not well, due to old age. But today he condition worsen. His condition stabilized later, and he was sent to the hospital for further observation.
I pray that he will be okay.

The one with the reason why I won't be online much these days

2008-11-16T22:05:00.003+08:00

As most of friends know, I'm usually online most of the time. Usually my G-Talk and Facebook. But now, I will not be as active. Reason being, I'll be busy managing a football team. Leading them to glory. And what on earth am I yapping about? Well, Football Manager 2009 is out baby. The return of sleeples nights, planning tactics in my head, player management, training schedules, etc.....

Okay, time to go back to management.

The one with unrelated info

2008-11-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

Just thought I just post something meaningless and irrelevant.
So my Spurs are finally picking this season. Ten league points from our last 4 league games and a UEFA Cup group match win. And finally we get to see free-flowing-inventive football. Its a joy to watch especially new boy Luka Modric. The kid is a playmaking genius. He has great vision, poise, flair and balance. He probably sees the game a few moves before everyone else. Finally something for the Spurs fans to cheer about after the very dismal start to the season.
Well random unrelated karaoke point. I've met quiet a number of people who all share the joy of karaoke-ing. Seems like its the new 'IN' thing. Can't blame them really, it is a whole lot of fan. And since Mamma Mia hit the cinemas, ABBA songs are suddenly the 'must-sing' songs. Also, we tapped into a genre, more like a group's song to our repertoire. We can now do Boyz to Men and Black Eyed Peas. Proof that we are more versatile than ever.
Futsal wise, way off form at the moment. After the 8 games in 2 weeks run, I only played twice last week. Now that I'm well rested, I raring to go.
And the point of all this.....I have no idea.

The one with the 200th

2008-11-09T20:03:00.002+08:00

Well what do you know. Post 200 already. Should have been earlier, as time constraints is the main reason why. So what will it be about.
How about a double feature movie review. I manage to watch Quantum of Solace and Madagascar 2 these past couple of days.
The last movie that I was looking forward to for 2008. Being a Bond fan, this was highly anticipated after the success of Casino Royale. After all the hate Danial Craig received prior to Casino Royale, he convinced everyone that he was the Bond for the new age. Sadly, yes sadly the QoS didn't live up to expectations. I left the cinema saying to myself "what the hell was that?". First up, it wasn't even a Bond film. The stripped the essence of Bond movies and made it more into a Jason Bourne movie. Even the opening credits sequence was crap as well as the song by Jack White and Alicia Keys. Not one of their memorable works despite their accolades.
I was disappointed that Bond was less witty and didn't even have one of those one-liners which we all love. Gadgets wise there was nothing except a Sony Ericsson mobile phone which served as an advertisement. But gadgets wasn't really an issue as Q has yet to be introduced. Even Bond doesn't seem to say much. Just a lot of action sequences.
Even the villain wasn't villainous enough. I do know they want to do away with cheesy villains from Bond past. But at least have him commit a villainous act. And no, drowning Gemma Arterton's character in oil doesn't count, because we didn't see it. Even the villainous plot wasn't well developed. I think the whole idea was about water.
And one final complaint, Olga Kurylenko's character doesn't take her clothes off!
So to offset the 007 disappointment, I went for a movie which is fun. I went for Madagascar 2. It was a good laugh and enjoyable to watch. I guess I do really enjoy cartoons.
Oh well, that's about it I guess. Here's to the next 100.

The one where I could use a break...from futsal

2008-11-03T22:03:00.003+08:00

Again I apologize for another disappearance. Things have been chaotic at work and home. And what do I do to clear my head, even for a while. Run around like a headless chicken on the futsal court.
As of last Saturday, I've played 8 games in the space of 12 days. Two straight weeks of playing on Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. And since I do have issues, I went all out on those games. Was beginning to suffer loss of form by last Friday and last Saturday totally off-form. Also was beginning to have back problems since last Wednesday.
So for the first time in a while, I will give futsal Tuesday a miss (much to the shock of my fellow teammates). Ending a run of God knows how many consecutive appearances. Not that I don't want to play, but could use a different social activity. But I will keep my gear in the car in case the event is canceled.
So I probably sit out for one game and be back hopefully for Wednesday's session. In case you are wondering, all these sessions are with different groups. So I'm the only one without a social life free enough to join all the sessions.
Also, can't wait for Quantum of Solace to come out. Been a while since we had a blockbuster.

The one with a bad start to the week

2008-10-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

Been some time since a crappy Monday post. A "great" way to start the week.
This morning my car couldn't start. So in my head I saw ringgit notes with wings flying away from me. First thing that came to mind was my car battery. But felt it was unlikely as its only one year and a bit since I last changed it. So I thought it was the starter. But still it was way too early to do anything since it was only 6.30am (yes, I leave my house at that time).
And so I went online and checked out the football results from last night. And Spurs LOST AGAIN. I for one wouldn't be surprised if we end up playing first division (or whatever they call it these days) football next season.
So with the mechanic open at ten, me and my dad went to pick up the mechanic as well as the new battery. So there goes my RM 250.00. And my boss still insists that I come to work. I took emergency half day and came in after lunch. I drove the car to work as the station parking would already be full.
Work was hectic and this was only half day. But the worse was yet to come. Its been raining cats and dogs lately. Every afternoon, it will pour. And when it pours in the city centre, we all know the outcome. Jams everywhere until every road in KL becomes a parking lot. So I decided to chill for teh tarik till the jam clears. Looking at the jam I know this is why I don't drive to work.
I guess this is going to be a loooooong week.

The one where I haven't posted anything in a while

2008-10-19T19:42:00.002+08:00

Guess its been a while since I last posted something. Roughly around half a month. And in that period a lot has happened. Which sadly will remain unreadable by the general public. Mainly due to a lot of details which I don't want to kill my brain cells trying to recall.
In brief, in the 2-3 week hiatus, there's been karaoke stories, buka puasa stories, eid stories, work issues (as usual) and personal issues which leads me to being very emotionally imbalanced.
Anyways, hope this will kick start the blog again.