Greetings. Again another long absence.
I was on leave for the past couple of days. A well needed break, but I reverted back to my solemn moody self once I stepped back into the office today.
Well as posted earlier my happiness was short-lived. And I still don't know what I did wrong. But I believe it must have been something I said and slash or done. I sought advice from close friends. Those who understand the torment of whatever hint of humanity left in me.
Only one colleague told me to pursue the matter. She mention she saw a different glow (???) before all this happened. Don't let the flicker of fire fade away. She still insists I call/sms/buzz but little do some people realize is that the telephone needs to work both ways.
The majority told me to move on. No point pursuing something which probably wasn't there in the first place. And maybe now I might have to follow the majority. No point listening to my heart as even I can't hear it anymore.
This setback has resulted to a sudden loss of mojo for me. Attended a friend's birthday bash last weekend. The usual dinner and karaoke bash was planned. I didn't even eat anything for dinner, but that was due to the fact I came from futsal and tennis back-to-back. Then the karaoke session. And to the disappointment of many I was unable to entertain the crowd with my high energy performances. Good thing there was a large crowd (14 people I think) so my participation wasn't really required.
So now, I have to reconstruct myself. And hopefully figure out my purpose in life.
I was on leave for the past couple of days. A well needed break, but I reverted back to my solemn moody self once I stepped back into the office today.
Well as posted earlier my happiness was short-lived. And I still don't know what I did wrong. But I believe it must have been something I said and slash or done. I sought advice from close friends. Those who understand the torment of whatever hint of humanity left in me.
Only one colleague told me to pursue the matter. She mention she saw a different glow (???) before all this happened. Don't let the flicker of fire fade away. She still insists I call/sms/buzz but little do some people realize is that the telephone needs to work both ways.
The majority told me to move on. No point pursuing something which probably wasn't there in the first place. And maybe now I might have to follow the majority. No point listening to my heart as even I can't hear it anymore.
This setback has resulted to a sudden loss of mojo for me. Attended a friend's birthday bash last weekend. The usual dinner and karaoke bash was planned. I didn't even eat anything for dinner, but that was due to the fact I came from futsal and tennis back-to-back. Then the karaoke session. And to the disappointment of many I was unable to entertain the crowd with my high energy performances. Good thing there was a large crowd (14 people I think) so my participation wasn't really required.
So now, I have to reconstruct myself. And hopefully figure out my purpose in life.
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