My apologies for the 18SG title. But that is currently what I'm thinking at the moment. I feel I need to get rid of the good-boy-nice-guy image. Feels like society is taking advantage on the fact I'm the nice guy. As noble as the behavior is I feel its not really doing me any justice.
The only way to do that, is to do something unthinkable. Something no one expects me to do (and no, displaying out-of-this-world-futsal-skils doesn't count). There's where I figure by killing someone should do the trick. Question now is who?
At times I feel that fact that I care about the people around me as well as high accountability is probably my greatest weakness. They both apply in both my work life and private life. And as most people close to me would realize is that no matter how much people beat me down or betray me or more words I can't think of here, I'm still around. I try to BE NICE, avoid making things bigger than they are.
As an article in Off The Edge said, this is not healthy. I should stop being nice and stop giving a rats ass. Show the James Bond attitude from Casino Royale when asked if he wanted his vodka martini shaken or stirred by saying "Do I look like I give a damn?".
Sadly its not easy to change who you are, isn't it.
The only way to do that, is to do something unthinkable. Something no one expects me to do (and no, displaying out-of-this-world-futsal-skils doesn't count). There's where I figure by killing someone should do the trick. Question now is who?
At times I feel that fact that I care about the people around me as well as high accountability is probably my greatest weakness. They both apply in both my work life and private life. And as most people close to me would realize is that no matter how much people beat me down or betray me or more words I can't think of here, I'm still around. I try to BE NICE, avoid making things bigger than they are.
As an article in Off The Edge said, this is not healthy. I should stop being nice and stop giving a rats ass. Show the James Bond attitude from Casino Royale when asked if he wanted his vodka martini shaken or stirred by saying "Do I look like I give a damn?".
Sadly its not easy to change who you are, isn't it.
3 comments:
Of course after several rounds of martini, you should be able to kill somebody. And as a suggestion for names to strike off, maybe you should ask FairyGodMother if she have any in mind. I'm sure she'll advice you on a name.
or maybe u should ask amryl on his black magic bomoh packages. He explained the packages to me when i felt like killing someone a couple of days ago.. and i must say, if i was a little bit drunk at that moment i might have taken up one of the packages he offered.. hehe
chill dude.. something good will definately happen to good people.. what goes around comes around remember?
Aah...thanks faizah for the free promo. I'll give you a discount :)
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